When a marriage breaks down, we adults cope with new lives. Hey, even eager to start anew when the last few years of marriage had been a roller coaster of emotions. But I feel so guilty dragging my children through this journey with me.
My youngest is only 2 and 10 months. He has been sick, on and off. I've enrolled him in a childcare centre in anticipation of me going back to work. He has been coping well, with the adjustments of his waking up, naps and meal times at the centre. I m so proud of him! But I cant deny the fact that he misses his dad terribly. I have been sending him on visits to his dad, only to find out that his dad won't spend time with him. The other day he came home saying "daddy dont love me". It breaks my heart but I just have to help him cope, rite?
Another kid is going through O levels. Timing sucks, but is there a good time for a divorce? She seem to be coping well but only God knows what she is holding back inside.
The rest are taking one day at a time, shuttling between me and their dad's.
The bright spark today? Susan called to ask when I can start work IF she hires me! I pray if the job is good for my religion, my life on earth and herafter, pls God, let me get it. If not please give one that is.
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