I just got the confirmation today. That he has no objection to it. No counsel wanted. Though we desperately need it. He will pay for everything. He can't wait to get on with his life. That I should hurry.
I have accepted the fact that LOVE dies! It does. Once you stop loving someone, you can't re-love that person again. No matter how you try. It sorta turn to P-I-T-Y. Still a four-letter word huh?
This will be my journal. A life after marriage. That I will survive. And SHINE.
Though I am grieving for the demise of my marriage, there are bright sparks in between - like how Susan, the interviewer at a job interview, kept saying how much she likes me, how much she trusts her instinct that I would fit the job that I was interviewed for - that's just a much-needed boost for my sagging confidence (among other sagging body parts, heh). I m still on the market! I am still relevant! I am still wanted & needed!
I thank God for giving me a NEW DAY everyday.
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yeah. u can do it. i know u can. believe in urself.
ReplyDeletei am so touched hon. really.. i really pray for your happiness.. redhakan ape yang terjadi.. life has got to go on.. May Allah be with you my dear sister..
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